Forfeiture.

Forfeit. A word that i hate so much since childhood. By this time maybe not in physically, just mentally i thought. More and more each day then i could die someday with this thought in consequence. I'm not an extrovert one, so this freaky-thingy-that-i-should-ignore just whirligig in my head without everyone else around me know about. Don't know what to do, just
think about everyone and everything else.

Well actually, how i miss the moment with all of you guise.

Sincerely, 

An overthinker.